Her troubled soul

We’ve all met a troubled soul somewhere in our lives.

I have lived the best of my abilities, some things that would disappoint you I have avoided successfully.  I have tried to be a model child whom both of you can be proud of and I can only hope that you have seen my efforts.  In all that I am trying to achieve it would be a relief for me to not feel like you are killing my will, it would be nice if you went out of your way to make life easier for me and it would really be nice to see that you are on my side, you want me to succeed.

I too would like to get out of bed because I see a brighter future instead of not being able to sleep because of an aching heart.