Early twenties life crisis

The dream has come to life, finally 21!!!  Ow what joy and excitement, wonderful age to reach, you no longer a teenager (glad those days are over) and you are no longer scared of flashing your ID.  It’s all roses until you realise damn! The clock is ticking, I need to make something of my life and I have no idea where to begin.  It dawns on you that you are a lost cause, as if that is not enough you realise that you have responsibilities that go beyond just yourself and you need to make serious money.  Can’t the clock turn back PLEASE?!  And now it hits hard you are suffering an early twenties life crisis.  It doesn’t help that the year has gone by so fast and in just a few months you’ll be 22, that’s when you notice the first wrinkle on your face from worrying.  “Growing up is not ideal but it has to happen” failed attempt at motivating yourself, that is natural too but that’s when faith kicks in and self-confidence has to take the lead in your life